• LOVE Part.I

     

    02 – THE FLIGHT OF APOLLO

    I’m floating, andrnsomething’s reaching out

    Vibrations, can you hear them now?

    Please help us, we’re running out of time

    My brothers, we are deathly out of line

    I feel you, in a far off distant land

    We fucked up, lets give ourselves a hand

    Its over. from the heavens on down

    Heard footsteps, god’s coming around

    I got an ache like a cat theif’s got an alarm

    It’s got a sound like a gunshot over and over

    I’ve got a voice so lost off the back in my head

    It takes the heart rate up then down even more

    I’ve got my friends face down like a kid in the dark

    They’ve got the same fear built up more even more

    I’ve let my eyes bright up like a predator shark

    To let my mind close down every hour by hour

    Finally I get this feeling we’re all alone in one big world

    Just to realize that all these shapes and colors are

    so it doesn’t hurt so badly

    So life doesn’t hurt, doesn’t hurt so badly

    Please don’t look at life, look at me so sadly

    Life shouldn’t hurt, doesn’t hurt so badly

    Do you feel light shine in the darkest of nights?

    Or does the pain stack up from the skin to the core?

    Do you find every time that you cover your eyes

    To keep the tears held up, dripping down even more

    Let the words come down, every line in the sight

    You put the young flames out it makes you cower and cower

    If the sun breaks in to start a spark and a sign

    I promise you Ill be here to let the light in

    Finally I get this feeling were all alone in one big world

    Just to realize that all these shapes and colors are

    so it doesn’t hurt so badly

    So life doesn’t hurt, doesn’t hurt so badly

    Please don’t look at life, look at me so sadly

    Life shouldn’t hurt, doesn’t hurt so badly

     

    03 – YOUNG LONDON

    I’m not the one to complain of bad dreams

    It’s like disease, but without a life

    It’s all a scene with a straight directive

    That we’re all lost and we’re stuck in time

    We feel alone in a strange blue ocean

    And we’re all scared as death to die

    I’m not the one to admit it’s helpless

    I have a sense that we will be alright

    I wish for peace with electric silence

    To keep our hearts beating on our minds

    And we will see that we’re all connected

    When we awake to the tunnel’s light

    Suit up boys we’re on vacation

    With endless stay and reservations

    Saddest girls who will await while dying inside

    How will they get by?

    Suit up boys let’s ride it’s the weekend

    Get down girls and dance with your best friend

    Show yourselves and take what you ask for

    Let it go no fights on the dance floor

    The night gets better, the wait’s so wonderful

    They move together and dance so colorful

    And kiss like flowers that breathe with pheromones

    Songs get louder it feels so natural

     

    04 – SHOVE

    Forget the things that you own

    And travel almost anywhere you can go

    Dance across the tree tips, set them ablaze

    Soaking in their pleasant warm summer haze

    And weeping on her streets and school city blocks

    And finding streams on her while you’re skipping rocks

    And feeding on her touch as it will barely keep you alive

    She said, show me the world that’s inside your head

    Show me the world that you see yourself, you could use some help

    Cause sometimes it comes with a shove, whenrnyou fall in love

    It can be so bold and so cavalier

    To reach out to the fire her souls sendingrnhere

    It can be like death that blows like a breeze

    Making all ones strength go weak at the knees

    I hate to feel the shallow ground giving way

    I’ve never let myself fall this much astray

    And feeding on her touch is all one does tornsurvive

    She said show me the world that’s inside yourrnhead,

    Show me the world that you see yourself, yourncould use some help

    Cause sometimes it comes with a shove, whenrnyou fall in love

    She said show me the world thats inside yourrnhead,

    Tell me your secrets of life and death, andrnyour one regret

    Cause sometimes it comes with a shove, whenrnyou fall in love

    If youre ever alone, then your heart will know

    It can call to mine, and Ill be at your side

    If youre ever alone, then your heart will know

    It can reach to mine, Ill be at your side

     

    05 – EPIC HOLIDAY

    And by design it is full of holes

    And it’s full of pain, loss, and violent criminals

    with a little fate and the worst of lies

    With a love so deep its war with endless fire inside

    Go right back to the line

    Every single day, every nine to five

    Everybody works it hard, but then we finally die

    And there’s no remorse or the slightest sound

    We’re forever cool with the way it all breaks up and down

    Let’s start a riot

    Nobody’s right, nobody’s wrong

    Life’s just a game it’s just one epic holiday

    However this takes us along

    Take us away, it’s just one epic holiday

    On a Sunday rain, like a lonely ghost

    And the furthest point from here is right outside the door

    Open up your eyes, take a breath you will

    And the sun is still alive even though it’s hard to tell

    Let’s start a riot

    Nobody’s right, nobody’s wrong

    Life’s just a game it’s just one epic holiday

    However this takes us along

    Take us away, it’s just one epic holiday

     

    06 – HALLUCINATIONS

    If you look real close, across the lines andrnthe roads

    It is there to decode

    What you thought was a ghost, or a spark to explode

    It’s the start of the show

    It’s the part you love most

    When your heart will implode within

    Do you believe in hallucinations?

    Silly dreams or imagination

    Don’t go away cause I feel you this time

    Don’t go away cause I need you here this time

    As the wind floats home, carry us back to shore

    And up the mountainous coast

    Where the sun starts to glow, from our head to our toes

    To the stars, that we know

    And with you as my host, it will keep us afloat

    Begin…

    Do you believe in hallucinations?

    Silly dreams or imagination

    Don’t go away cause I feel you this time

    Don’t go away cause I need you here this time

    Do you believe in hallucinations?

    Any dream or it’s revelation

    Don’t go away cause I need you here this time

    Don’t go away cause I’m making you all mine

    The silence is taxing

    I’m waiting for something

    There’s images of love and war

    And everything’s here to explore

    It’s all unlike the usual

    A different place but beautiful

    And it is not quite as it seems

    I hear the children’s laughs and screams

    It’s beautiful

     

    07 – THE MOON-ATOMIC (…FRAGMENTS AND FICTIONS)

    Its like the day has turned to rust

    Like every dreams been sealed shut

    Like every door is closed before we’ve gotten out

    As bullets rip the air in two from house to house

    We are all that we are, so terribly sorry

    The moon you’ve felt, it has no side

    That’s dark like hell, or safe from light

    Just blown apart, by wind from stars

    With white dust tides to pull on ours

    I see the crowds their giving way

    For some they’re better off that day

    The bombs blew off with shells, they’re glowing red at first

    The less there is to feel each night upon the earth

    We are all that we are, so terribly sorry

    The moon you’ve felt, it has no side

    That’s dark like hell, or safe from light

    Just blown apart, by wind from stars

    With white dust tides to pull on ours

     

    08 – CLEVER LOVE

    Oh I know you well, all your life

    I’ve watched you breathe, I’ve watched you lie

    Across the scene, through space and time

    Through every year, of every kind

    I wait like snow, on the eve of spring

    I can out last cold, can you out last me?

    Every word you say, is a perfect thing

    It’s a perfect time, for the perfect line

    And you, you’re all I desire

    And you, this clever love wont tire

    Oh I’ve felt your spell, and all the like

    Its been like hell, every single time

    The cycle goes, in and out of mind

    In and out of fear, of getting left behind

    I see your glow, your eyes are kind

    They kill as well, I bear in mind

    Every word I say, is a silent thing

    And a solid wish, will you lay with me?

    And you, you’re all I desire

    And you, this clever love wont tire

    And you, you’re all I desire

    And you , our clever love caught fire

    You, you’re all that I want

    You’re all that I need

    My everything

     

    09 – SOUL SURVIVOR (…2012)

    I am a ghost, this is a dream

    There’s something here, it calls to me

    I sense it because it’s always there

    So silent as I stare and stare

    There is a light, when we’re asleep

    We bury doors, with locks and keys

    With feelings of our hopes and fears

    As sounds explode within our ears

    Like stars at night , falling fast asleep

    Or a risen sun, waiting patiently

    You can feel it because it’s always there

    Growing stronger as you stare and stare

    Like love and lies, shake violently

    Down to the core, to foster grief

    It has a way to keep me down

    I gotta say it wears me out

    So sadly soul survivors

    Lost and lonely in open water

    Help I’m losing, help I’m falling

    Life is silent, the earth is calling

    Every reason, every night time

    And every day starts and ends in sunlight

    But I’m not okay, this vicious cycle

    Something’s broken, and seems unnatural

    These shapes are wondrous, but loosely woven

    The sounds are deafening, and time is frozen

    So sadly, soul survivors

    Lost and lonely in open water

     

    10 – LETTERS TO GOD, PART II

    All the phones have rung and rung

    They’re off the hook, all but one

    And all the mail stacked up inside

    Up from the floor, a mile high

    And like one would, like a child

    I am asking

    Like I could knock on your door

    Will you let me in?

    And dear God,

    I found out the same things we learn when we die

    I found out the truth is its all a big lie

    I find that the words are hard to describe

    I tell you I’m lost here, awaiting reply

    Climbing trees and paper planes

    Life as a kid, we’re all the same

    Tears of joy, and sullen hearts

    Sticks and stones and broken arms

    And like one would, like a child

    I am asking

    Like I could knock on your door

    Will you let me in?

    And dear God,

    I found out the same things we learn when we die

    I found out the truth is its all a big lie

    I find that the words are hard to describe

    I tell you I’m lost here, awaiting reply

    I found out what’s wrong, and its not you or I

    Or anyone else that you chose to deny

    It seems like the madness of choice in the lie

    Has made it rnunclear if we run or we hide

     

    11 – SOME ORIGINS OF FIRE

    Cars crash through the streets

    The west end waves break city heat

    The east coast storms fill in the sky

    Winter weekends

    Cold, unbearable

    Lifes so terrible

    Shots ring out in blind stellar night time

    Town lights come alive like a land mine

    Eyes wide up in five second intervals

    Unpredictable, life’s a miracle

    We all are love and love is hard

    We’re hard to love

    We all are love and love is hardI

    t breaks my heart

    We all are love and love is hard

    We’re hard to love

    We all are love and love is hard

    So here’s my heart

    I cant close my eyes

    The east end girls, its summer time

    The west coast lives got butterflies

    So literal

    Cold, unbearable

    Life’s so terrible

    Kids live fearlessly and curious lives

    Grow up to be so serious

    Lost time, broken dreams

    So usual

    Unpredictable, life’s a miracle

    We all are love and love is hard

    We’re hard to love

    We all are love and love is hard

    It breaks my heart

    We all are love and love is hard

    We’re hard to love

    We all are love and love is hard

    So here’s my heart

    It’s lonely this cycle, it’s deafening loud

    This age old recital is king of all sounds

    There is no release, we are silently numb

    A subtle rolling wave with a wake that’s yetrnto come